Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Day six = worst day yet. BUT! I’m still f$&cking smoke free! So F$&k off!! You hear that, f&$kers?!
*hibernates*
I spent the early part of both yesterday and today going over how my business operates and how to do stuffs with a new assistant. I think she’s going to work out great, and has the potential to be able to handle more than just the paperwork too… that would rock!
This afternoon we babysat the […]
I’m tired. There’s so much that goes on this month, and I really needed to be done working by now- but I’m not. So now I’m trying to balance my family obligations with my work schedule during the holiday season and it sucks.
I think if I don’t put an end to this madness soon I’m […]
I’m really worried. My brain just doesn’t seem to be working right lately. I don’t know how else to say it.. but here are some examples:
- The other day my friend knocked on my front door. I came out of my room to greet her and said, “I heard the door knock” instead of “…you […]
I had hoped to have finished up my to-do list by now, but no. This always happens, I always say I’m going to take time off and I never actually find the time. I really thought this time would be different, I stopped taking new jobs some time ago. And still - I have three […]
I don’t have to be grateful today, do I?
I’ve had two doozies in a row. Yesterday and today I’ve felt lost, incompetent, spread thin, tired, sick, annoyed, distressed, guilty, miserable, and yeah. I could go on. I’m sure you’ve already moved on to a more happy website by now though, so I won’t.
It’s all because […]
I feel like I wasted the day. I slept way too late, thanks to my continued bout of insomnia. I think the last time I looked at the clock it was 4am.
Then I rushed to the computer, as I had promised a client we would go live with her site. I redirected DNS and waited. […]
While I’m not convinced (as some of my idiotic doctors are) that my neurological symptoms are due in whole to stress, when I’m stressed or sick my symptoms sure get worse! As you can more than likely tell from my recent tweets- I’ve been stressed lately. Too much work, too much drama, too much. Then […]
Sometimes I feel that there is little else to life besides the struggle of it.
In the last few days my health problems have been intensifying again. I’m twitching, I’m miserable with pain- burning, aching, tingling pain. I’m seeing spots, I’m waking with intense abdominal pain. I’m having chest pains and heart palpitations. I’m feeling nauseated […]
I’m SO tired.
I feel SO guilty.
I am SO sick.
I’m in SO much pain.
I am SO ready for a few days off in a row.
I am SO excited about opening a studio.
I’m SO scared it will fail in this crappy economy.
I’m SO sick of working at the computer all day, every day.
I’m SO happy it’s fall. […]
