Last night I sat up with my younger cousin a while and we talked through her recent relationship and break-up. It was emotional for her, and I found myself giving her advice and thinking back to what it was like when I broke up with my first love. I told her I didn’t regret a thing, I’d never change a thing. I explained that I learned a lot from that relationship, painful and broken or no, and that I feel like a stronger and wiser person for it. Ya live and you learn right? And that time would heal the wounds and she would find someone amazing, who loved and treated her right.
So she leaves and I go to sleep. And then I had a wild dream. In my dream I went back to a memory I had before I met my first love. I had an opportunity to change my entire future, to leave and never meet him. I knew what I was doing, what I was giving up, what I risked. I never thought I would change a thing, not even in a dream, but I did. I chose a different path. And I ran for it. With very little hesitation.
Ha. What does that mean?
Probably nothing. Dreams are whack like that. But it caught me off-guard. LOL.
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