I should be stoked.

I’ve been sad. Anxious. Worried. Stressed. Depressed. So. Here’s a list of things I can look forward to:

• We’re going to the fair tomorrow!
• I get to take Merissa’s maternity photos and Chelsea’s senior pics saturday!
• I have just over one month to wait until I have a new baby niece!
• Next week I get to buy a new camera! And lenses! And accessories! And props!
• My mom’s birthday is coming up in a few days!
• My cousin Hannah is moving out in a few weeks!
• The kids start back to school soon! Including Liana, who will be entering preschool. I’m going to have three school aged children!
• I’m starting a real, live photography business! Just like I’ve always dreamed!
• I’m still feeling ok. No increase in symptoms since I’ve been seriously anxious. Which proves to me that the doctors who told me this was psychosomatic were full of shit!

And that’s not all. But it’s enough. I should be stoked. And so I shall be. Now!