I should have rested the day away but my house needed me. So instead of resting I dusted and wiped, cleaned both bathrooms top to bottom, gave Gaia some new sand and deep cleaned her enclosure, planted petunias and cleaned up the yards- front and back. I’m WIPED. It was a fair price to pay I guess, my house and yard are sort of presentable again. At least, until tomorrow. I’m twitching a little extra but whatever.
Speaking of tomorrow- it’s my big day! We are traveling a few towns down the freeway into the city for my MRI. I don’t know if I hope they see whatever it is that ails me, or if I hope they don’t see anything. I’m done with the diagnosis stage. I want to know what my future looks like and plan for it and take control of it. I’m tired of being sick and treating the symptoms and not the cause. I hate these pills- they make me a blithering idiot. And I’m really not that sure any of them, except for the beta blocker, are helping much at all. So maybe I do hope they find something. An answer. An easy, curable answer.
Speaking of sickness, Lady’s ill again. 10 days of very expensive doggy pills and special doggy food and the moment we ran out she started puking everywhere again. Just now she farted in my office and about blew the windows out. I know that sounds funny, but if you smelled it (and paid the vet bill) you wouldn’t be laughing.
Sigh. I wonder if we’ll have to wait until the Neurologist appointment next friday to have the MRI results or if someone will tell me what is going on tomorrow. It would be nice if I could just get it over with but I have a funny feeling they will make me wait. Tick tock tick tock.
Speaking of time, it’s getting late- way past my bedtime anyways! Time to douse myself in narcotics and kill the day. Another monday coming up…
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