phaedra on February 20th, 2008

It’s bad today. WTF. I don’t get it. I guess I’ve been doing alot more these past few days than I probably should have. I haven’t had much of a choice with the hubs back to work and kids to feed, bathe and usher off into the world. But gah, it’s been a freaking week […]

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phaedra on February 20th, 2008

Am I the only one who thinks that American Idol booted Josiah because they (the powers that be, not the judges necessarily) had something different planned for him, something bigger? I have to believe that my favorite show, yes I’m that lame, wouldn’t make such a stupid mistake. I mean, he cried alot- and that […]

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phaedra on February 19th, 2008

When I feel my most down all I have to do to realize how freaking lucky I am and what an extraordinary life I lead is put on some great music and watch my photo slideshows on my myspace profile. I am quickly reminded that I have the most beautiful children, the best friends, and […]

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phaedra on February 19th, 2008

I just adore this kid. And his music. Check it.

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phaedra on February 19th, 2008

So much for my great mood. I’m SO sick of this bullshit right now. This morning I woke, like every morning for what seems like forever, to muscle convulsions. It’s so disappointing. I don’t know what I expected, but I definately thought I would be much better by now. It’s been a week tomorrow since […]

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phaedra on February 18th, 2008

I’m going to be an aunty again! WOOT.

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phaedra on February 17th, 2008

Every day I’m noticing a slight improvement in my condition. I should be back to good soon! I wish I could say that I’m spending more of my time out of bed than in, I am getting anxious to return to the world of the living. But I’m up right now! And every day I’ve […]

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phaedra on February 16th, 2008

It is the med! I’m going to be back to my normal self soon! Apparently Wellbutrin caused my nervous system to go completely haywire. Can you believe that? The doc says that it could be a few weeks before all of my symptoms go away, which is a little distressing to me- I’m tired of […]

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phaedra on February 15th, 2008

I’ve been bed ridden for a week. My head pounds. My muscles are spasming. My arms feel splintered and strong electric shocks shoot through my body and into my hands, arms, legs and feet. My hands and feet burn and feel bruised. I can’t think, my thoughts are muddled and I often feel disoriented and […]

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phaedra on February 10th, 2008

For the last few weeks my hands have been really painful, it’s mostly felt like nerve pain. I get shooting pains from my elbows that end in my hands all the time and touching or holding anything causes like little electric shocks where I make contact. Sometimes my arms have felt very heavy. But in […]

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